a poem for owen.

Somedays I am strong.
Somedays I think I will be ok.
Somedays I don't long for you to hold me.
Somedays I wake up in the morning and you are not the first thought on my mind.
Somedays I don't imagine over and over what our children would look like.
Somedays I don't wait for the phone to ring.
SOmedays I don't hurt all over.
Somedays I don't cry.

Today is not one of those days.