he's back

And, to be honest, I was nervous about his return.
I just kept wondering... what if he doesn't remember me? what if he fell in love with someone else? what if the magic is gone? what if he's not what i remember?
After all of that worrying. Things are ok. Maybe, things are even better than ok. I have this strange feeling like this could be it. This could be the time that he finally notices me.
Cross your fingers. I really think this could be it.

Jamaica...

I hate you.

My Mistake

Yesterday, Owen walked up to me and looked at me with those gorgeous eyes of his. After a second, he opened his luscious lips and softly whispered the words, "I love you."

In hindsight, I think he said, "Do you have the time?" It's all kind of a blur. I prefer my version of the story.

Public Enemy #1

Owen has a girlfriend.

Warning to this girl: don't mess with me.

my life sucks

I had a dream last night that Owen and I almost kissed. And then we didn't.

Dreams

I wish this girl was me.



I wish that guy was Owen.

And I wish that was Lake Washington.

sigh

It has been several days since I have seen Owen. I already miss his smile. I really hope I get to see him soon.

I am that little girl.

Solution?

I saw Owen on a date last week. And the week before. Why won't he ask me out? Just once! He has my heart and I want a chance to win his!

Maybe if I move into that big house with the other girls he will ask me out. A lot of them are engaged and should be moving out soon. I HOPE he's still available then.

kisses

Owen,
I woke up this morning thinking about you. Just thought you should know.

love always,
me

True Words

I saw a journal the other day with a skull on the front and the words, "Love Kills Slowly." I wanted to buy it and replace the skull with a picture of Owen.

Secret Out?

Is Owen really reading this blog? If so...

I love you Owen!

You are so beautiful to me, and the rest of the world, but mostly me!

xoxoxoxox

I love Owen because...

He knows how to handle a woman.

He is so athletic.

Do you see those teeth? Temple white.

He has the guts to wear tight clothes.
Owen + tight clothes = dirty thoughts

OWEN ASKED ME OUT!!!

APRIL FOOLS to my heart!

waiting.

I keep waiting and hoping he will call me or ask me out. It keeps not happening. TEARS so many TEARS

oh yeah!

AND I HEARD HE WAS TAKING SOME OTHER GIRL TO THE GOLD AND GREEN BALL! WHY WON'T HE JUST NOTICE ME!

Uh HELLO!!!

Some OTHER girl made this video about Owen. It makes me so mad. It should be me singing that song.

Nuts

Owen was kneed in the nuts yesterday.


I bet it hurt...a lot. That is where my babies will come from.

Lots and lots of babies. I can't wait for my mini-Owens to start running around the house.

Girls, Girls, Girls!!

Owen said that he was giving up girls for a while.

I hope this excludes me.

If it doesn't, I don't know how I will go on.

He also spent Valentine's Day with a boy.

Is Owen going to turn gay before I can officially vow to love him the rest of my life???

Date Night

Owen is single.
He went on a date tonight.
Owen needs a car.

update 01/15

owen broke a tendon in his finger in november.

it's healing nicely.

and i love him for it.