Almost Lover

Just The Way You Are

A song for Owen...

Oh his eyes, his eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
His hair, his hair
Falls perfectly without him trying

He's so beautiful
And I tell him every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment him
He won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think he don't see what I see

But every time he asks me, "Do I look okay?"
I say

Owen, when I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause boy you're amazing
Just the way you are

His nails, his nails
I could kiss them all day if he'd let me
His laugh, his laugh
He hates but I think it's so sexy

He's so beautiful
And I tell him every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

Owen, when I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause boy you're amazing
Just the way you are

<3

Look into his eyes.
His stare will capture your heart.
Hands off, he is mine.

A haiku for my one true love

Owen with his new hair.
His masculine side shines through.
Have my babies, please.

uninspired

It has been so long since I have looked into Owen's eyes. I feel pieces of my self slipping away. I'm afraid I will disappear into nothingness. I need him back. I need those eyes to regain strength and to keep going. I need that smile to calm the winter storms that torment my soul. I need to touch those muscles to awaken the fires of passion that lay dormant in my bosom.
Come back to me OWEN!! Come back.

Life Goals

Graduate High School ... Check
Go on a Mission ... Check
Graduate College ... Check
Marry Me ... Pending
Have My Babies ... Anxiously Waiting

a poem for owen.

Somedays I am strong.
Somedays I think I will be ok.
Somedays I don't long for you to hold me.
Somedays I wake up in the morning and you are not the first thought on my mind.
Somedays I don't imagine over and over what our children would look like.
Somedays I don't wait for the phone to ring.
SOmedays I don't hurt all over.
Somedays I don't cry.

Today is not one of those days.